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Green Lake

Green Lake

This Lake is just across the highway from where we live. We have to look at it from various vantage points when we travel to and from the villiage.

 

Nairn Falls

Nairn Falls

The falls are located just north of where we live. They are on the river that empties Green Lake.

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The view from our kitchen window

The view from our kitchen window

We have to look at this mountain while preparing meals and doing dishes. It takes us a bit longer some days than others.

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Glass etchings

Glass etchings

Mother Nature created these etchings on the underside of the glass that covers my deck.

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The creek

The creek

This is a winter view of the creek from the bridge  we cross when we walk to the market in the summer time. In the winter skiers have to cross this creek to get from one part of the village to the other.

The creek

The creek

The summer view.

The River of Golden Dreams

The River of Golden Dreams

If you enlarge the picture again you can see more clearly the duck in the center of the picture, in the middle of the river, in the middle of the winter. Dumb duck.

River of Golden Dreams

River of Golden Dreams

This time, no duck.

Wildflowers 1 of 3

Wildflowers 1 of 3

We had to look at these flowers for several weeks every time we travelled to and from the village.

Wildflowers 2 of 3

Wildflowers 2 of 3

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Foxgloves

Foxgloves

These are at the entrance to the road that services the cabins on the lake that is across the highway from where we live.

Fox gloves

Fox gloves

This is the kind of display you would wish was in your garden. Alas it is in a patch of gravel beside a road.

Roses

Roses

This picture was taken from a bench beside the man-made stream that flows through our village. The glacial water is diverted from the creek that separates the two parts of the village. Mom and I sat here for quite awhile one sunny afternoon.

Wildflowers

Wildflowers

We have to look at these flowers for several weeks each time we go out our side door.

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Crow

Crow

Probably a he, shared popcorn with Mom and me. He never got close enough to share our love seat beside the creek.

Black-Eyed Susans

Black-Eyed Susans

I think. I would know for sure if they were in my garden. They are in the garden of a neighbour just up the street.

Aunts and Uncles

Aunts and Uncles

Mom was one of 11. Two sisters have died. These are her siblings who remain in the summer of 2007.

Lost Lake 1 of 3

Lost Lake 1 of 3

Shots taken during a Sunday walk.

Lost Lake 2 of 3

Lost Lake 2 of 3

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Lost Lake 3 of 3

Clouds

Clouds

There is a "silver" mountain  somewhere in these clouds. The picture was taken on our walk to the post box where we pick up our mail. Picture 33 is the same shot without the clouds at a slightly wider angle.

Lake view

Lake view

We saw this lake view on our walk to the post boxes one day in the late fall.

Mountain view

Mountain view

We saw this view from the post boxes just after we saw the previous lake view.

Snowbank

Snowbank

We see this bank each time we leave our house. It is created by snow dumping off two roofs.

Winter walk 1 of 4

Winter walk 1 of 4

These are scenes we see on our 2.6k round trip walk from a parking area to a lake.

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Winter walk 2 of 4

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The view from our kitchen window
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Glass etchings
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The creek
The creek
The River of Golden Dreams
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Foxgloves
Fox gloves
Roses
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Aunts and Uncles
Lost Lake 1 of 3
Lost Lake 2 of 3
Lost Lake 3 of 3
Clouds
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Snowbank
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THE LAST WHY

The explanation of life and related writings.

02/02/24

RHYMED REASON

DONALD TRUMP
CLIMATE BREAKDOWN
AGE of ASININITY
LIFE: a reaction to the void
ANALYZING CONFLICT
ABORTION
DEMOCRACY: the death of us
ECONOMY
ARRESTING CLIMATE CHANGE
KNOWLEDGE and ESSENTIAL FACTS
DEMOCRACY: a debacle

PROSETRY
$$NATURE’S NUTRITIONAL IDEAL$$
CANADA’S NATIONAL ANTHEM (x3)
CANADIAN ELECTION 2025
OUR LIFE LINE
OUR HISTORY and THE LAST WHY

INTRODUCTION
Like everyone, I inherited an existence. Mine collapsed circa 1970 while I was at McMaster U, Hamilton, ON, Canada, getting a BA(math) and B. Phys Ed, so I could teach. While sorting through the rubble of my life I noticed, though not as pervasive as it is today, a continuum of varied and increasing conflict permeating our existence. I wondered why.

Though wondering for myself I thought I should find the reason for conflict before a student I might teach asked me. I couldn’t deduce the reason with math; nor did I think I found it in the 5 major religions and their thousands of offspring, or in the 11 volume history of philosophy I skimmed for electives.

So besides my formal degrees, I graduated with a major degree of motivation to find before I taught, the reason for conflict. I never taught. By the time I discovered the answer to why increasing conflict pervades our existence, I’d become, with the help of my brother, a self-employed carpenter.

I tried and failed to share the answer at least three times and each time I vowed to quit trying. The last was in 1998 when a friend of a friend, a philosophy professor, wished me good luck on other projects. To help keep my last vow I started an addition to my house. I received even more help in 2000 when I began caring for my parents.

But then, when my father died in 2004 I was motivated to try sharing my analysis one more time before I died. I was still thinking of a hard copy when a friend suggested I publish on a website. I’d never heard of websites nor could I type but with more help from my Mother I bought a computer, learned to type, and with expert help, created a website. 

I first thought I’d bury the reason for conflict in an essay. But having already experienced web attention deficit disorder I decided to highlight the essence of it in my website logo and add context with blog posts.

Since there is no answer to “Why am I?”, attempts to answer it, such as the myriad religions and philosophies I skimmed, and a variety of other responses I found, are tries to fill the void. Though we can mix them, some may be similar and even have identical names, because we direct them to the void within us, our tries are all opposed and so cause conflict to the extent of our belief in them.

But, conflict is not inevitable. We can diminish it and resulting death to the degree we empty the void. Now, if we choose to empty the void, our lives are not then devoid of activity, on the contrary! Because it is essential, we each possess some remnant of “reaching out to the limits of our capacities, to others and to Nature’s God”, the natural activity that creates and tries to maintain all life.

So, even though in the 200k years since the birth of humanity we have replaced almost all our inherited natural activity with the human made unnatural, self-destructive activity of trying to fill the void, if we choose to empty the void, the remnants of our natural, self-creative activity will at least refill our lives and possibly answer “Why am I?”

I have been trying share these basic facts of life for a few years by advertising. Last year (2023) I bought 8 million page views with half the value of my home, without effect; but this time I won’t quit. The warnings about fatal climate change by hundreds of climate scientists over many more years have also been ignored. 

However, I do have to reduce my advertising. If it is too late to prevent it, I’ll need a place to live where I can watch the increasing conflict within us, between us and with Nature, causing at least the death of us and maybe all of Nature, possibly even before I’d have died in peace.

If you feel moved to help me share these facts you can by using the share icon at the end of any post, notably my most recent piece of rhymed reason, “Analyzing Conflict”, or any other way of sharing. If you also click on the like icon you will see an explosion of hearts, an expression of my gratitude. 🙏 Doug E Barr.

Read: Nature’s Nutritional Ideal

Part 1.Nature’s ideal diet: It was designed to maintain our immune/ maintenance system at its optimum operating condition to protect us from both pathogenic and autoimmune diseases. It protected our predecessors from conception to the birth of humanity when they realized the mental capacity to choose. It can still protect us but over the millennia increasing numbers of us chose to ignore ’Her’ ideal, and thus our increasing disease. Specifically, ignoring the overlap causes, it could save the $34 billion cost of weight loss drugs, about $800 billion cost for treating type II diabetes, and many billions more in other healthcare costs.

Part 2. Nature’s ideal life: It protected our predecessors from conflict until the birth of humanity. It can still protect us but over the millennia increasing numbers of individuals chose to ignore ‘Her’ ideal and thus, our increasing conflict.

Part 3. The integration of parts 1 and 2

Part 4. Existential risks: They are the result of our ancestors increasingly choosing to ignore Nature’s nutritional ideal. They may be reduced by expanding our mental capacity beyond what was realized at the birth of humanity. It would only take an instant, but the time we have to make the necessary choice is quickly running out.

Part 5. Appendix: Mostly diet related math that may have caused the mathematically challenged to quit reading in the middle of Part 1.

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